Day two almost over...

Well, I'm getting ready to call it a day today and lay my head down on the pillow to try and sleep. I'm in day two of my quit and trying to feel good about anything today. I had my 40th B-day the end of July and had planned on quitting for good then but wasn't able to pull it off. Honestly, I'm just really depressed today that I ever started smoking in the first place. It's been a consistent 20 years that I've been sucking cancer causing chemicals into my lungs and I really feel like an for doing it to myself. In my twenties smoking was all fun and games and I walked around thinking I'd live forever. Now I'm 40 and where did the time go? My kids are now both 10 & 12 this month and in the last year I've broken my promise to never smoke around them. It was easier to hide it from them when they were young but last year I just said the hell with it and started smoking in front of them. Note: I've never smoked inside my home as I HATE the smell of cigarette smoke when I'm not

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