Thursday, October 7, 2010
Scared for my quit
This is not an SOS but I am really scared for my quit. I am almost at 8 months but I am wavering lately, I was just telling my husband that last night. No good reason for it, I'm a chronic relapser with a major lack of stick-to-it-tive-ness. Now today we have some very intense family stuff going on, it's pretty devastating, my 18-year-old stepson stuck a gun in his mouth and now his parents (my husband) are getting him committed. I can't believe I am even typing those words. I am so worried and sick and am afraid I will use it as an excuse to smoke. I am reading whyquit.com, I am reviewing my reasons for quitting, I am hanging onto the rope, but I could really use some support. I know what everyone will say but I guess I need to hear it anyway!
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