Monday, October 4, 2010
Not a crave, but something else.
So I'm currently on day 10. The first 2 or 3 days of my quit I had absolutely no craves of any type. I know, some of you are thinking how lucky I am. I had 103 degree fever - apparently not just a buzzkill but also a crave kill.Having said that, I'm not always sure if what I'm having is a 'crave' or not. Most of the craves I get are thoughts of smoking during a time when I would usually smoke: I get excited, finish a meal, or 'break' time at work. So far these are usually (but not always) not too bad and seem to go away with a little intervention on my part. But other times I get what I guess are a different kind of crave: sometimes my thoughts are on the overall idea of smoking and I can't get it out of my head. It's almost like a sadness in some ways. Like I've given up a friend and miss them to the point it nearly hurts... a feeling of loss that I have trouble getting rid of. I know, this is one friend I can definately live without! And I plan to.As I write this it
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